Parts of life are stressful right now. Work has me on the edge of my seat all day long and I have started a new program at school that has me working a level of energy I have never knowingly experienced before. Since I have so much energy involved in these pursuits, I have not been getting as many reading requests as I would like. In my experience, readings are attracted when I have the energetic space for them. So, frustratingly, I have been getting only a few requests a week.
I want less stressful work, more school because it is invigorating, and more readings. I want the time to help more people while providing a living for myself. I want to travel the country doing readings & healing, and I want to develop workshops that will help people hear and understand their spirit with more ease. I want this so bad. I am like that shaken bottle of champagne whose cork needs to pop, but hasn't, yet.
So, I do little tasks everyday to help develop my skills and my business. For fun, I go skiing, putter around the house, watch Harry Potter movies, and daydream about summer bicycle rides. I have taken to praying in meditation. It's another way for me to reinforce how I want to work with the Universe for change. I have also been doing as many healings as possible as it helps release energy in both people space and I always get a sigh of relief after.
What I have learned is that dreaming takes as much doing as it does imagining. Everyday is a choice in direction.