Living in multiple worlds sucks. Right now, the demand for my time is unintentionally directed towards part of my life I intentionally want de-prioritized. It is a huge sore on my psyche as I think about various methods of moving towards my intentions, and into the creations of my dreams at night. Although growth has been steady, the big change I have been working on for months has not yet manifested to help me out of my pickle. This has lead me to the topic of my current quandary, the question I kick over and over, how do I know when it is time to just jump forward?
In the past jumping has come down to a day, or a moment, when I just started creating little acts based on my change of intentions. Now, I keep watching myself, wondering when that day might occur. Will it ever? Am I truly making good decisions for myself? What if I fall flat on my face after I jump? Honestly, am I jumping already?
In this case, the answer may lie in my dedication. Sometimes big life shifts happen only when we prove our dedication to our dreams, to ourselves. Maybe, we just have to take it upon ourselves to take any first step, keep stepping, and allow ourselves this space of freedom from time. Faithfully we show the universe we are ready for its help to conspire our wildest dreams.
Sharing the steeped thoughts of my life as a Psychic Medium.